may oh may...
weeeh,,,i forgot my end of the month thought...ahahaha...how could i??!!hmpf!hehehe...anyways,may has come to its end and i know that there are so many memorable dates for this month that i long to keep for myself...hahaha...two months to go and i'm going home yet the word going is not yet in my vocabulary...instead the word "enjoyment"...i mean i don't just enjoy the things we do here or i do here...it is more than that...i love it...i love what we always do and spending my time with my aunt and my cousin is really something no one can pay...spending every single moment with them is what i am always looking forward too...and i know for myself that this trip would be something i would cherish and reminisce forever...hahaha...summer is ends in manila now still they say its hot...and classes will start in due time and i'm getting excited for my nephew or should i say my son...hahaha...he's going to school this june and we're all excited for him and i do hope he will enjoy his school and make friends with his classmates...i wish i was there...ehhehe...but its okai...and also samuel is also going to school...hahaha...cute little boys...muwahf!i'm missing you so much my dear children...hahaha...really i do and we all do here...muwahugzzz!!!


wow,its been a year since the break up is still fresh in my thoughts...hahaha...i know i am slowly moving on and getting over him and i am now...i will be a hypocrite if i say i am moved on...i used to think about him sometimes but i realized that why am i going to think about him well in fact that he doesn't even dare to think nor care about me...when he knew that i was leaving the next day he sent me those sarcastic messages i oculd have ever recieved from a man...and its him!!!i think he loves doing it...ahhaha...but i don't mind...he got nothing to do with his lame life that's why and i don't give a damn about him...not now that i'm enjoying my life...ahhaha...and now i have made my decision that i don't want to see him nor hear anything from him...anything related to him i don't like...i don't want to swear...he's the person who literally makes me feel worthless at all...that i was just one of her fancy clothes that he can change anytime he wants well i'm not...i am the most precious, beautiful and elegant cloth that he wore once and exchanged it to a piece of rag...hahaha...i don't want to be the old me when it comes to love...i have learned from my mistake and i don't want to repeat it again...coz another one will really tore me apart...as in...i can't stand emotional pain...sometimes it is hard to tell people about your feelings...especially when you're sad...as in down its hard to open your mouth and tell the story behind your tears...sometimes there are people whom we could always lean on when we're sad and its so ironic that even before you open your mouth he/she knew there's something wrong...even if i hide it with my smile nor my laughs still that person can sense my feelings...i guess that's what friends are made of and so do family...that's why if i'm sad or somethings bothering me the best thing to do is go out with friends and family...its not the end of the world...hahaha...

may the best of may comes with a great june...