i once met a man he is so kind and so we became friends...i like it when we share our thoughts and our crazy ideas together...we could talk for long hours and laugh every single second that we're together...and i keep those memories in my heart because it is where it should be...one day he met this lady who he calls "my woman!"such a wonderful phrase to hear...such a lovely words to say...he loves her so much...he protected her...he treats her so fragile...until one evening he asked me to go away because of her...because he loves her so much and he doesn't want to hurt her no more...i respected his decision and go on with my life...pretending nothing happend and i never met them...so i go on with my life i left our memories behind and even the friendship we built...anyways,i have lots of friends who is more than him so the empty seat he left was not seen nor felt by anyone and by me...i have been hearing bad things about the two of them but i just ignored them and listen and shut my mouth up coz i don't want to judge them...here comes fate with great timing...its been ages since we last met and talked and fate made our paths crossed again...in a city down under...though i know that the word "jealousy" might or should i say will surely exist...i didn't mind because all along i thought that we're all grown ups now and we don't have time for silly things and childishness...but i was wrong...so wrong...my tita and i became the bad people who just did the good thing for someone who needs it...phone calls has been made...voices are raised...swearings are coming...sarcastic messages were sent...and many more to come...


now that i am alone i have come to realized everything...that i am so lucky to be understanding and patient coz if i wasn't i should have prepared my voodoo dolls,pins,my broom,my spell book and start casting spells to them...but i never did because i know for myself that i did nothing against the woman up there...and that's the thing she can never never never understand even if we translate it in a language that she will truly understand and that's "love!"maybe there is love because that's what he says but "trust" and "respect" was never there...not even a bit...words which means "you are a person to be trusted of anything" and "to admire you of possessing good qualities that you have."words that doesn't need to be "imposed" but "gained!!!"and i pity him coz after all these time he hasn't gain anything...any of the two...aside from love...just the word love!love which means passion and endearment to someone...but it is a word that is so hard to give...never say you love someone unless you really mean it...love may be the sweetest word but if you look closely the word "hurt" comes after it...if you love make sure you are ready to get hurt...love is the sweetest torture...its true...proven so many times...and i thank god for letting this happend coz finally i know who he really was...someone whom i thought my friend for life but the truth is he wears a mask...maybe he has lots that is why he used to wore different kinds everyday...and i accidentally removed one of those with his consent...he showed me that he is a man who cannot stand on his own feet...he is a man who doesn't have a word of honour...he who don't deserved to be a called a "man!!!"he who is incapable of deciding for himself and for their relationship...and most of all he who doesn't deserve "ME" to be his friend...funny when he say "i love her and you know that..."yeah, maybe you love her but does she loves you back???or you're just too busy believing whatever she say???or you're making yourself believed that she really loves you???or maybe she really does coz she won't get mad like that if she wasn't madly in love with you...but come to think of it "SHE LOVES YOU BUT SHE DOESN'T TRUST YOU AND RESPECT YOU!!!"poor boy!you have a woman whom you call yours...a woman who never fails to think stupid ideas everyday...and ideas whom she got from her half-witted friends!!!i pity you for having her but i can't blame fate either...lets just say that "ALL BOVINE, HALF-WITTED, OBTUSE, WICKED, BELLIGERENT, JUNK, BONEHEAD AND GOOF PEOPLE ARE BOUND TO FIND EACH OTHER AND WORST OF ALL THEY ARE BOUND TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER!!!BECAUSE THEY ARE PEOPLE WHO POSSES THE SAME ATTITUDES AND QUALITIES TOWARDS EVERYTHING...and i thank god he did not made me one of them coz I AM BOUND TO FIND SENSIBLE, INTELLIGENT, GRACIOUS, AMAZING, EXTRAORDINARY, FABULOUS, GLAMOROUS, STUNNING, FASCINATING,IRRESISTABLE AND BRILLIANT PEOPLE!!!and i'm sorry for the two of you coz you don't belong there...god experimented us...letting us meet but it didn't worked out coz we're not bound to be together...niether bound to be friends...thank you for showing who you really are...maybe its your time now but i will make sure that my time will come...you just have to wait...i don't need to judge you now coz there is someone up there who sees everything...hear everything...know everything...and surely you will be punished...hahaha...and if that day comes i will laugh at you...