tinuruan ka sumulat para isulat mo ang tama...subalit ito'y iyong ginamit sa walang kwentang bagay..

tinuran ka bumasa para hindi ka mag-mukhang tanga...pero mas pinili mo pang maging mangmang...

binigyan ka ng pandinig para marinig mo ang dapat mong marinig...pero pinipili mo ang dapat mong marinig...

binigyan ka ng pakiramdam para umunawa...pero pinili mong magtanga-tangahan..

ngayon madami kang tanong na nakaka-bobo at mga sagot na katangahan at nakaka-gago lang naman...

umaasa ka na mamumuhay ka ng maayos pero yun pala isa ka na palang buhay na bangkay...

weewwW! for the past 2 weeks i have been planning for this special trip for us..i'm planning to go to bohol and yet everything is not sure because of work schedules and school..on the same week he told me he's going to davao for work..i guess he'll be there for a week...so i still have hope nung una kasi malay ku ba na malayo pala sa date ng alis nya yun noh..pero when he told me he'll be going with his friends then aun i cancelled everything...malamang he'll choose to be with his friends kasi yung chosen words nya eh parang nakapag-decide na cia...ganun na ata ngayon eh wla ng consult sa tao basta go na lang din...kahit saan at kahit sino pa kasama..eh cnu nga ba yun friends naman nya yun eh...cancel lahat from the airline reservation and resort booking...i guess its useless now...wala lang..in have to make an appointment for another summer...haiz!akala ku surprise pero aku pala ma-surprise...oh i guess that's life...i have to be patient...

where the hell on earth i stand???lupa??hahhaha..naiinis aku...bahala na...potek!sana katulad mu na lang kau walang paki sa mararamdaman at nararamdaman ng mga tao...haiz!

Happy Mothers day to my mom in heaven...to my aunties...and to my boyfriends mom...i love you so much mama..and i miss you..oh how i wish you were here here so i have someone to talk to when i have problems but i still believe and i know that you're just around guiding us in your own ways...sometimes i envy my sister a lot because during her teen life and her early adulthood you're with her...she tells you stories about her boyfriends, her studies, her problems and anything but me you weren't there...maybe you are but i can't see you...though i have my sister and my aunties around me to guide and protect me still i would love to see and be with you always not because you were my mother but because i know when i'm with you i feel safe..when i was in my teenage years i got nothing to talk too but my friends though i used to tell my sister my problems but not all i guess...maybe that's the time i get too addicted into blogging coz writing i find peace and i can feel that someone is also talking to me...my secret friend...ahhaha...and if genie's are real i want to make a wish and that's to see you..hug you..kiss you..and most of all tell you i love you...oh well i can do it everyday but its different in person...hahaha..

mabuhay lahat ng mommies sa mundo..waahahha...aja!

yesterday is my mom's birthday but i didn't had the chance of celebrating it neither do lighting a candle for her and also i didn't go to church. i informed gabbiee last week if we could go there and light candle for her or at least go to curch but we did not. coz he was out buying fishes and ding some fishy stuffs. i was so sad until late last night i could never imagine myself that way parang wala nakong paki alam sa kanya na in the end i was the one hurt for her. i missed her so much and i feel sorry for my actions. then last night before i went to sleep i was thinking if what could have been the most saddest thing that hasn ever happened to me?? was is when i lost those people i dearly loved the most?? or was it to b ignored by the person i choose to love?? i can't decide which of these two is much more painful? my mom and my uncle left me for good but they still bother to care and love me even when i don't see them. but with him i don't know what to do anymore. he used to shut me up maybe not all the time but he used to do that and for him it was unintentional. though was hurt i still bother to forgive him and love him more. haiz. nothing's changed.

masaya ka ba kapag ginagawa mu yun?

weeeh,yesterday we bought a pirana and we named him perry..we went to his house in pasig to set up perry's new habitat..and when i got there i could sense something different..i wasn't afraid o anything but i could feel there was something going on and something will happened later..and right after dnner her mom starts to ask what are our plans in life??then i said priorit for now is work..then she started epressing her feelings and i was trying to ignore her words and just continue eating but i can't..maybe i was really not that bad at all though i try to shut people up still i do bother to listen..as it goes i could feel her mom's emotions and fuck my tears are coming and then the words striked me "ZEDY, SI BUROG LANG ANG BUHAY KO!" fuck, i feel so guilty and selfish..her words seems like before gabbiee's life used to be them then when i came it "ME" and they're out of the scene..then this line also striked me "AYOKONG MAG-FAIL SA PAGPAPALAKI KAY BROG KASI SIYA LANG ANG ANAK KU!!" fuck ouch dba..tangna MANGAAGAW TALAGA AKU EH NOH!!!i guess yan na lang ata papel ku sa buhay..haha..ampotek i stil have the guts to laugh..as in i cried with her for a while and stopped coz i dn't want to cry no more and i know if i do i would have been more emotional than her..coz after all she's been a mom to us the whole time and we're just ignoring her..waaahhh...i spent the whole night crying and nakatulog na din ata aku sa kakaiyak..huhuhu..

sorry tita elong..i really don't know what to say..

had a great week coz i only have 2 days of work and the rest are holidays...wooohoooo...last monday gabbiee and i were just talking of going to the caleruega, the church on the hill...we wanted to go there even before but we do not have time because of work loads and etc. so last monday he told that he took one week off to work so we can go anywhere...so i suggesst that we should go there and feel the solemnity of the place together...then wednesday night we're on our way to caleruega but we decided to have an overnight in tagaytay...weeee...and lamig sobra...we ate at jolibee with his cousin and shane...then we slept early to have more energy to travel...then ournext destination will be st. peter's transfiguration chapel in caleruega...oh my golay...caleruega here we come...wiiiiiiiiii...ang saya...upon reaching evercrest, the nearest land mark to the church, i feel like i was near to god that i need to confess my sins and i have mixed emotions...first i was excited but then i could feel fear in my heart and i really don't know why maybe i have done so many bad things that i really need and should confessmy sins and ask for god's forgiveness...among the four of us i could say that i was the one who is so excited to see the church and of course pray even for a while before we go to our next destination...when i went inside the church i feel relieved from anything that's been bothering me from time to time...i feel safe and blessed to be there and it was a dream come true...as in...i cannot explain what i was feeling right now but i feel blessed, protected, loved and of course reborn...hehehe...i know its kinda weird but really i feel like i was a new person...maybe because of the place which is so sacred and so peaceful...one weird thing that had happened to me was inside the church while praying my tears fell...promise...my gosh!waaahhh...and then after we went to caleruega we went straight to matabungkay to unwind near the beach...we stayed at fred's resort in matabungay and its super quiet and the owner of the place were nice and the people arround were all approachable...but of course we don't give our trust that much...hehehe...its a rule!!hehehe...then we went to balanan to buy food for our dinner coz gabbiee and his cousin asked me and shane to cook for them...and it was a long drive again maybe one and a half hour drive...kapagod at ang init...though it was tiring we all make sure that we are having a great time and we enjoy what we are doing...and for dinner we will be having buttered shrimp and adobo...i will be the one cooking the buttered shrimp and shane is the one who will cook the adobong baboy...hehehe...we still have few hours before it finally gets dark so we went to beach and explore the coastline...at matindi nyan is that i kept on telling gabbiee that we should walk to the other side because i could see sea urchins and i'm afraid that we might step on them...then when gabbiee and i are walking to the sea shore...waves are coming...the sun is slowly setting... and we're walking hand in hand...sweet parang pelikula lang naman...ahahhaa...and here comes the sea urchins rolling down my left foot...wahahaha...ouch pero nakiliti aku kasi hindi ku alam na sumama cia sa alon...wahhahaha...good thing na wala akong sugat or anything sa paa nung dinaanan aku nun kasi if ever meron naku aawayin pa aku ni gabbiee...ayaw nya ng nasusugatan aku eh kasi ganun din aku sa kanya...maski kagat ng lamok...hahaha...tapos aun tawa cia ng tawa...cra ulo dba...ehhehe...then before it gets super dark we went back to the resort and swan to the pool...hahaha...enjoy talaga and swimming sa pool kesa sa beach...hahaha...then we started cooking for dinner...weeehh...nakapagsaing aku ng bigas ng walang pantakal at rice cooker...and gamit ku lang ay kamay kasi tanchahan...pero aun maayos naman ciang naluto at dami namin nakain...gabbiee was so proud happy to see that i am cooking for him and making asikaso sa kanya...kasi naman kawawa naman cia driver na lang papel nya sa buhay nung outing na yun dba...ehehhe...during those time that we're together we had the chance to talk and reminisce our past lives and our dark moments together na super pinagawayan...and while talking all we see on our faces were smiles...siguro we really just knew how we should handle things and where we should react, over react and not to react at all...hehehe...basta we bonded and we're super okai now...actually it helps us more na maging close sa isa't isa and at maging open...weeehh..naiiiyak aku now habang nagkwe-kwento sa blog...huhuhu...pero i am so happy...we have so many plans for our future and we're starting to make them come true together...its one good thing for the two of us na we used to plan things together and fulfill them together...and cute pa is that we used to consult each other about certain things kahit it involves one of us lang...hahaha..basta we both had a great week together...i am happy na hindi kasing kitid ng utak ng cousin nya yung utak nya...dahil kung ndi bye na lang...hehehehe...at super thankful aku na god gave me more that what i wanted and what i expected...hehehe...then friday we went back to manila at sabi ku hindi aku gutom pero nung nakita ku yung niluto ng mama nya at hinain na sa mesa for us eh bigla akong nagutom dahil favorite ku yun ginatang bilo-bilo at saging na saba with yelo..hahaha...lafang na dba...and nung gabi we attended the procession with his family in pasig kasi may pakaridad sila tito so we helped them giving food and drinks...tapos we also join the procession hanggang maka-ikot sa church...then at night we went to medical city to check on sanze kasi nakonfine cia dahil masakit daw yung chan nya ng sobra..until now we're not yet sure kung anu bang nangyari sa kanya...get well soon sanze...muwahf!weee...i'm loving his family and so do him to my family...


everyday we used to think that everything were just the same coz we keep on doing the same routine ever since but when we pause for a while and look back on what we have missed and what we have ignored eh makikita natin na life is not repeating itself..tayo lang yung makulit na gusto ng rewind at repetition ng mga pangayayri sa buhay natin...kaya nga diba everyday nagpapalit tayo ng araw, oras, month at date kasi kinabukasan iba naman ang dapat nating iexpect na mangyayari...some may be good and some may be bad pero at the end of the day we still have to thank one person why we're still here breathing, getting angry, crying, smiling, laughing and etc. kasi we owe him a lot...and of course let us not forget to thank and be thankful that we are still with these people whom we choose to love, care and protect...

late last night i have received a message from a friend in manila telling me what happened to faceoff and what he said about me and my aunt...actually when she told me that he was terminated from work because of some sort of reasons i was so happy...coz after what he did to us i think he deserves it...but on the other hand i pity him for loosing his job for some stupid woman who only think about is her own good...and now as the story goes he was terminated from work because of his telephone bill at the hotel which cost at around 186,000PHP and if converted here its around $5,000AUD...well its not my problem anyways...he's rich according to him and i think he can pay for it anytime...hahaha...i just realized that there is really someone up there...hehehe...then faceoff told stupid girl that my aunt looks like a JAPAYUKI...i wanted to shout yet i just laughed at it coz i know that he's just saying those coz he can't blame no one for his stupidy...their common quality...hahahaha...and i know my aunt and he doesn't...so who would people believe???anyways,my aunt was never a SLUT...and she has never been in japan though its a good place to visit...he just can't take it anymore that's why all the words that's coming out on his mouth were all lies...and he's making a career on it ah...hahaha...you know what faceoff, you are just showing me that you're so DESPERATE!!!as in...and i come to think of this:"IT IS MUCH WAY BETTER TO BE A SLUT WITH PRIDE WHO EARNS MONEY BECAUSE OF WHAT SHE/HE HAS RATHER THAN TO BE KNOWN AS THIEF WHO STEALS THINGS FROM THE COMPANY AND FROM PEOPLE!!!"hahaha...and also when they told me that you and wtupid girl broke up it didn't surprise me at all...coz i know it is also a lie...just to cover up everything...so my friends there never ever believe what they tell you...coz aliar will always be a liar...you can never distinguish the truth from lie when they start to open their mouths...hahahaha...they were born to be honest but as they grew up they choose to be a liar...and they will die as one...so let's just pray for their souls...though we all know they won't enter the kingdom of god i think but they will enter another kingdom whom they will meet people who make career on lying...hahaha...kingdom were no one stops lying and all...every tick of the clock counts for them coz they're raising for their lying quota...hahaha...

i once met a man he is so kind and so we became friends...i like it when we share our thoughts and our crazy ideas together...we could talk for long hours and laugh every single second that we're together...and i keep those memories in my heart because it is where it should be...one day he met this lady who he calls "my woman!"such a wonderful phrase to hear...such a lovely words to say...he loves her so much...he protected her...he treats her so fragile...until one evening he asked me to go away because of her...because he loves her so much and he doesn't want to hurt her no more...i respected his decision and go on with my life...pretending nothing happend and i never met them...so i go on with my life i left our memories behind and even the friendship we built...anyways,i have lots of friends who is more than him so the empty seat he left was not seen nor felt by anyone and by me...i have been hearing bad things about the two of them but i just ignored them and listen and shut my mouth up coz i don't want to judge them...here comes fate with great timing...its been ages since we last met and talked and fate made our paths crossed again...in a city down under...though i know that the word "jealousy" might or should i say will surely exist...i didn't mind because all along i thought that we're all grown ups now and we don't have time for silly things and childishness...but i was wrong...so wrong...my tita and i became the bad people who just did the good thing for someone who needs it...phone calls has been made...voices are raised...swearings are coming...sarcastic messages were sent...and many more to come...


now that i am alone i have come to realized everything...that i am so lucky to be understanding and patient coz if i wasn't i should have prepared my voodoo dolls,pins,my broom,my spell book and start casting spells to them...but i never did because i know for myself that i did nothing against the woman up there...and that's the thing she can never never never understand even if we translate it in a language that she will truly understand and that's "love!"maybe there is love because that's what he says but "trust" and "respect" was never there...not even a bit...words which means "you are a person to be trusted of anything" and "to admire you of possessing good qualities that you have."words that doesn't need to be "imposed" but "gained!!!"and i pity him coz after all these time he hasn't gain anything...any of the two...aside from love...just the word love!love which means passion and endearment to someone...but it is a word that is so hard to give...never say you love someone unless you really mean it...love may be the sweetest word but if you look closely the word "hurt" comes after it...if you love make sure you are ready to get hurt...love is the sweetest torture...its true...proven so many times...and i thank god for letting this happend coz finally i know who he really was...someone whom i thought my friend for life but the truth is he wears a mask...maybe he has lots that is why he used to wore different kinds everyday...and i accidentally removed one of those with his consent...he showed me that he is a man who cannot stand on his own feet...he is a man who doesn't have a word of honour...he who don't deserved to be a called a "man!!!"he who is incapable of deciding for himself and for their relationship...and most of all he who doesn't deserve "ME" to be his friend...funny when he say "i love her and you know that..."yeah, maybe you love her but does she loves you back???or you're just too busy believing whatever she say???or you're making yourself believed that she really loves you???or maybe she really does coz she won't get mad like that if she wasn't madly in love with you...but come to think of it "SHE LOVES YOU BUT SHE DOESN'T TRUST YOU AND RESPECT YOU!!!"poor boy!you have a woman whom you call yours...a woman who never fails to think stupid ideas everyday...and ideas whom she got from her half-witted friends!!!i pity you for having her but i can't blame fate either...lets just say that "ALL BOVINE, HALF-WITTED, OBTUSE, WICKED, BELLIGERENT, JUNK, BONEHEAD AND GOOF PEOPLE ARE BOUND TO FIND EACH OTHER AND WORST OF ALL THEY ARE BOUND TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER!!!BECAUSE THEY ARE PEOPLE WHO POSSES THE SAME ATTITUDES AND QUALITIES TOWARDS EVERYTHING...and i thank god he did not made me one of them coz I AM BOUND TO FIND SENSIBLE, INTELLIGENT, GRACIOUS, AMAZING, EXTRAORDINARY, FABULOUS, GLAMOROUS, STUNNING, FASCINATING,IRRESISTABLE AND BRILLIANT PEOPLE!!!and i'm sorry for the two of you coz you don't belong there...god experimented us...letting us meet but it didn't worked out coz we're not bound to be together...niether bound to be friends...thank you for showing who you really are...maybe its your time now but i will make sure that my time will come...you just have to wait...i don't need to judge you now coz there is someone up there who sees everything...hear everything...know everything...and surely you will be punished...hahaha...and if that day comes i will laugh at you...

woke up early coz i heard my aunt talking to someone and i thought she's having a fight over the phone i found out that she was just talking to elizabeth about carrie...hehehe...then we fixed ourselves coz we're going to the city to take jack around and to visit the philippine food festival...when we got there we are so hungry...haha...i ate kare-kare (mmm...my favorite!), inihaw na liempo then for desserts i ate maha blanca,leche flan,pavoline and almond biscuits...then i had salad...yummy...hehehe...then lunch buffet has ended and here comes jack and now we're ready to go out and have fun around the city...we took jack first at sydney opera house...tita waited for us at the bench coz she doen's want to go up...so jack and i did then we took photos...hehehe...we have moments together...then second stop was in townhall to go to queen victoria building, townhall (city hall) and st. andrews cathedral...haha...then we went to darling harbour...we go for a walk...hehehe...aun walang katapusang pictures then we went to aquarium...hehehe...its nice there...tita said that i sound better than the seal does...hahaha...cute!hahaha...then we went to see the sharks and other fishes...hehehe...there are lots and they are big...oh my golay...i had photos taken with them...hahaha...then we went to china town...hehehe...we eat dinner there...i had sate beef...wow...mmm...hehehe....love it...then we went home late...

last night i have recieved a message from xiaou..."MUMI..NANGGAGALAITI SA GALIT SI ZAI DITO..ABOUT SA PAGLABAS NIYO! HAI NAKU TINARAYAN KO NGA..FEELING NAMAN NIYA..HAI..SABI KO TITA MO NAG-INSIST NUN..KAASAR FLIRT KA DAW..MISU"....what a nice message to read diba...well i don't give a damn shit if she still have issues about me...jack and i are just friends nothing more and nothing less...we're just friends...we just took jack around so he could unwind after long hours of working in the kitchen...i'm just here to be a friend and not as his substitute girlfriend...duh!!!if i am flirt and if i would like and love to flirt with jack i should have done it when i'm still there and not here...coz i want to do it infront of her...i want to see her die...and the cause of her death "JEALOUSY"...hahaha...when i am still there she gets jealous and now that i'm away she still does...hello zai!you're too old for these kind of issues...GROW UP!!!you and joseph are together now and what is you big damn problem huh???he's yours gurl and i don't have any intentions of stealing coz its not in my vocabulary and i don't steal...especially not other people's man...hello!!!i can find my own man...coz i'm beautiful, pretty, charming, sexy, hot and young...hahaha...i can have lots...hahaha...bare that in mind gurl...

woke up early coz i heard my aunt talking to someone and i thought she's having a fight over the phone i found out that she was just talking to elizabeth about carrie...hehehe...then we fixed ourselves coz we're going to the city to take jack around and to visit the philippine food festival...when we got there we are so hungry...haha...i ate kare-kare (mmm...my favorite!), inihaw na liempo then for desserts i ate maha blanca,leche flan,pavoline and almond biscuits...then i had salad...yummy...hehehe...then lunch buffet has ended and here comes jack and now we're ready to go out and have fun around the city...we took jack first at sydney opera house...tita waited for us at the bench coz she doen's want to go up...so jack and i did then we took photos...hehehe...we have moments together...then second stop was in townhall to go to queen victoria building, townhall (city hall) and st. andrews cathedral...haha...then we went to darling harbour...we go for a walk...hehehe...aun walang katapusang pictures then we went to aquarium...hehehe...its nice there...tita said that i sound better than the seal does...hahaha...cute!hahaha...then we went to see the sharks and other fishes...hehehe...there are lots and they are big...oh my golay...i had photos taken with them...hahaha...then we went to china town...hehehe...we eat dinner there...i had sate beef...wow...mmm...hehehe....love it...then we went home late...

last night i have recieved a message from xiaou..."MUMI..NANGGAGALAITI SA GALIT SI ZAI DITO..ABOUT SA PAGLABAS NIYO! HAI NAKU TINARAYAN KO NGA..FEELING NAMAN NIYA..HAI..SABI KO TITA MO NAG-INSIST NUN..KAASAR FLIRT KA DAW..MISU"....what a nice message to read diba...well i don't give a damn shit if she still have issues about me...jack and i are just friends nothing more and nothing less...we're just friends...we just took jack around so he could unwind after long hours of working in the kitchen...i'm just here to be a friend and not as his substitute girlfriend...duh!!!if i am flirt and if i would like and love to flirt with jack i should have done it when i'm still there and not here...coz i want to do it infront of her...i want to see her die...and the cause of her death "JEALOUSY"...hahaha...when i am still there she gets jealous and now that i'm away she still does...hello zai!you're too old for these kind of issues...GROW UP!!!you and joseph are together now and what is you big damn problem huh???he's yours gurl and i don't have any intentions of stealing coz its not in my vocabulary and i don't steal...especially not other people's man...hello!!!i can find my own man...coz i'm beautiful, pretty, charming, sexy, hot and young...hahaha...i can have lots...hahaha...bare that in mind gurl...




tita and i at the buffet set-up of the philippine food festival at grace hotel...


we're eating desserts...busog!!!


philippine food festival booth...


my tita and i...cute...


eat me...eat me...eat me...please...hehehe


the crocodile's name is CHOMP...hehhe...

hmmm...this week has been very productive and nice to me...hehehe...but it really was...hehehe...

wednesday....

i had my period and its my first day soi wasn't able to go down at the garage to cut papers...i just stayed up and watch the sex and the city marathon...i got hooked up with carrie's question for herself "is my past my present???"...hahaha...well i have answer to her question...haha...i don't think my past is my present...and i know that...ehhee...my past is my past and those people in the past whom we loved who happened to be the people who curses us whenever tehy see us around will never gonna be our present...coz they don't deserve to be...and i won't let him be my present and ruin my life...i won't let him break me...not again...not now...and at night i went to bed early coz i was in pain...i woke up early but when i look at the clock at the living room it says there 1am...haha...then i went to bed again and sleep...hehe...

thursday...

happy independence day....yehey!!!mabuhay and pilipinas...mabuhay ang pilipino...hehehe...aja aja fighting!!!


tita and i went ot westfield to have dinner...kate doesn't want to come coz she was tired and sore because she had a game...anyways,i eat beef with oyster sauce and fried rice...then tita had singaporean noodles...wow...sarap..ehhehe...after eating we went shopping to target...tita bought me my first black boots here...hehehe...we also bought cars for keane and sam...then before we go home we had hotdog and milkshake...hehehe...ang takaw!!!hehehe...then chat na with ate sa gabi...hehehe...



friday....

its friday the thirteenth...hehehe...we went to central coast today with tita jhing and manang lydia...we attended the funeral of tito ding's father-in-law...there i meet his daughter cassandra and his son aaron...its my first time to attend a diggers funeral...its a funeral given to the veterans of australia...those who fought during world war two...the ceremony is very solemn...and tita was crying...hehe...she remembers uncle tom kasi...ehhe...then she hold my hand for her tears to stop falling but as the coffin was about to go she's grasping my hand so tight...haha...then after the ceremony we went to the diggers club to eat after the funeral...i had tuna sandwich, raspberry chesse cake, fish nuggets, lamb and chicken sandwich...hahaha...ang takaw eh noh...kaya tumataba eh...hahaha...then before we go home we went to tito ding's house and it was so cold...coz its near the water...huhuhu...but its okai...ehhe...then for dinner we bought roast chicken at mount colah...ehehhe...yummy...

saturday....

we went to the city today...i was with tita coz kate is not feeling well so she stayed home...get well my pretty cousin...hehehe...luv yah...muwahf!our first stop is at queen victoria building to take photos of the clock and so many things there for kate's project...and also for us to go around...and its fun...hehehe...an old man told me that every hour in the building there is a show and it re-enacts the history of britain...and there i saw it...though i may not be able to watch the show but i am happy that i know the story behind every tick of the clock...hehehe...then tita asked this lady to do a ligt make-up for me...she used mineral make-ups and its nice...it looks natural...and i look pretty...hehehe...joke lang...hehehe...but the apckage is very expensive ah...hehehe...then we went to st. andrew's cathedral it is near queen victoria building...and its my first time so i made a wish...actually wishes...hehehe...and i hope and pray that it will all come true...hehe...it is an old baroque church...and it is still nice...then before we left the cathedral there was this man who played piano...and its nice...hehehe...then we went to circular quay to go to opera house...while walking we are eating empanada and croissant...hehehe...while i was taking a video of he opera house there was this bird who flew near my face...and i am afraid of birds so i shouted and grinned...hmpf!i hate that bird...argh...anyways,we went to the top of the opera house and before that we happend to meet two korean boys...isaac and his friend...he was talking to me in korean coz he thought i could understand more korean words and could speak korean well...hehhee...but i only speak few...hehehe...but i want to learn how...hehehe...then tita took a photo of me and isaac...such a sweet guy...hehe...cute pa...hahaha...sayang lang coz we're not able to get his email address...hehe...but we're thankful of meeting them...and he is the first cute korean guy i saw here in sydney...hehe...promise...hehehe...then we went to the grace hotel to visit jack and chef michel...hehehe...i introduced tita to jack...at first i was thinking that my tita won't like him but she told me she likes jack and i am happy to know that my tita likes jack...hehehe...then we take pictures together and jack and tita...hehe...then we saw chef...hahaha...homesick na daw si jack...wawa naman si jack..we're gonna take him around on wednesday after his work at the hotel and chef allowed him to go out naman with us...ehhehe...i luv you na chef...hehehe...and its nice to know that chef still remembers me..."oh the tcp girl!"hahaha...amazed si chef kasi ang ganda ku...hahaha...joke lang...ehehhe...then phicture picture ulit...ahaha...we had dinner at the chinese restaurant in hornsby...hehehe...



i had a great time today...hehehe...i was able to see my friend...and its been ages since we last saw each other...hehehe...but i am happy that we got reunited here in australia...ang layo diba...hehehe...to my tita...oh my golay,i don't know what to say anymore but millions and millions of thank you...coz i won't be here today if it wasn't for you...hehehe...thank you...hehehe...i will miss you when i go home...i wish i could stay longer here but i can't coz i have to go back to manila...but i will give my best to go here and it would be forever so you'll never be alone...and of course with our family...hmmm...hehehe...good idea...hehehe...i will work hard for it don't worry...hehehe...


tita and i at the sydney opera house...


isaac and i...my boyfriend....cute isn't he??hehehe...luv yah...muwahf!


me at the opera house...

saturday....

we went to central coast to visit tita shirley and kathleen and also to have fun, unwind, chill and have a moment to relax...our first stop is westfield...our purpose is to buy something that we could bring at tita shirley's place...so while there we saw some shops on sale...and here we are again shopping...hehehe...these are the things we bought:playboy bra and panty,dress,bag,bob the builder brief and boxers for sam and cars brief and boxers for keane...hehehe...then while walking we saw tita's friend who happend to be tita jhing's brother and i was introduced to them...hehehe...he looks like tita jhing...a male version...hahhaa...he kept on telling me to find an aussie guy and not pinoy...hahaha...then he told us i forgot pinoy din pala ako...hehehe...then after the mall we went to tita shirley's place...then we eat lunch (pritong daing na bangus at sinigang na baboy)....mmmm...ang sarap!hehehe...busog!then diana came with her boyfriend then we played wii...hehehe...fun!love it!hehehe...then we went to the entrance...yown,we went near the beach...hehehe...we took some emo pictures...hahhaa...ang nice...i just thought that zabeth should have come with us so she could also unwind...coz teh place is nice...we had cold rock ice cream...hahhaa...sarap!then while walking i saw this green bag in one of the stores there then tita bought it for me...thanks tita...muwahf!weeh,it is my second green bag...love green...hehehe...and when we got home we had a modelling and picture sessions...ahhha...then tita shirley came we eat dinner again and we're all full coz she prepared so many foods...hehehe...i love to eat but i ma really really full...and i'm gaining weight...hmpf!


kate and i at the entrance beach..


tita and kate...


we're playing wii...


emoticon sa the entrance...


chenez...

sunday...

we're on the way home early so we could attend the filipino mass...my first filipino mass...as in...i never had one before as far as i oculd remember...though i know and sing some tagalog songs being chanted whenever i attend mass back in manila...but i never had a pure filipino mas...cguro ilocano and italian mass i have attended na...hehehe...and i was the first reader...its not my first time but i have butterflies on my tummy...hahhaa...then i losen up before going to the altar...and the feeling is nice...and after mass we had our picture taken with ms.cynthia and teh filipino priest...take note he's wearing green...yehey!hehehe...then we had kebab for dinner...


kathleen and i...

monday...

it is queen elizabeth's birthday...public holiday so tita and i have the chance of going to berowra to get petrol and do some grocery...then in the afternoon we cleaned the garage...it is not yet finish but we're nearing to that...hehehe...

and i had the chance of chatting with my friends in manila...hehehe...and they told me that rudy fernandez died last saturday morning...and i couldn't believe it so i did some research and i confirmed that he is really dead...hmmm...sayang!all good people die early...buti na lang...ahahha...joke...anyways,may he rest in peace...

tuesday...

while i'm at my tita's office and doing some accounting stuff a thought came and i thought of i hate accounting and i curse numbers a lot neither do my professors back in college...and it also took me three takes before i pass this argh! subject...yeah i admit i'm not so good in accounting...number hates me and i hate them even more...hahaha...anyways,the question is "why do i need to study accounting for tourism???" yeah,what a stupid question but it took me five long years before i get my answer...and finally i got it...hahaha...good for me i guess...hahaha...i have realized while checking my tita's balance sheet and relate it to my course and i finally grasp the thought and the logic why i need to study accounting and some math stuffs back in school...and the answer is in my field how am i suppose to know if tourist from other countries are increasing or decreasing every year...i should also know their interests and purposes and the things they need while in the country...their favorite destionation...and some common and typicall needs of a tourist...and also if there is a shortage of resources like food,accomodations,facilities and etc...all of these may come first in words and letter but behind letters there are numbers continuously increasing and declining...and i guess i could also use them to now wether i should stop promoting a particular destintion due to environmental and cutural degradation...oh diba...thank god!hahaha...

i also realize that there are lots of things i should be working my ass out to find solutions and answers but when i take my chance of finding them it makes me go insane and crazy...much worst i end up being desprate to know the answer...but the lesson i get here is that i should take one step at a time...its like one question and one answer for us to understand more and get the logic and idea...hahaha...

enjoy life...

i had a great day...i have updated my blog after jurassic years...hahaha...i miss blogging...hehe...coz when i'm blogging i feel like i'm back into my system...my life...hahaha...i know that blogging is my life without it i'm no human...hahaha...peace!i don't mind typing too many words and thinking while typing and digging deep on my brain for the proper words to complete my thoughts...hahaha...i also don't mind if other people would leave a comment for me...it can be a good one or a bad one...but i don't mind just like them i'm just expressing my thoughts instead i feel good and thankful that people are reacting to it...hahaha...

anyways, we went to westfield tonight this time not to go on shopping nor do the grocery thing but to chill, dine and watch a movie...my first movie in sydney...hehehe...we watched "sex and the city,"i like and love the movie...hehehe...though i don't really watch each and every episode from all their seasons still i managed to catch up with the story...love it!can't get over the story coz its very realistic...it could happen in real life...just like mine...hahaha...but no weddings and chenez...just pure love...hahaha...while watching it i saw myself to carrey...haha...really i do coz we did the same thing when you see the pieces of yourself scattered on the ground and you don't know what part you should pick up first and what would be the last...its hard...i've been through that...hahaha...i remember asking myself "when was the alst time i laugh?"and when i heard carrey waahhh it was me on her character...ahhaha...but on the other side it is also not good to make yourself suffer for everything...i mean we're hurt but it was never too late to start all over again and fix yourself...i remember the line charlotte have told mr.big..."i cursed the day you were born!!!"hahaha...bwiset!hahaha...i do cursed the day he was born...hahaha..."i changed myself for you!"(miranda talking to steve)...its true...we women have to always do the adjusting for our men and even if we're finding it hard to do still they hear nothing from us...we give everything to them but still it wasn't enough...there are so many good pick-up line from the movie to take down...hehehe...i also have my favorite scenes:

love letter....

first,when carrey was reading a love letter and she ask mr.big to write her one but mr.big ignores her...see men are really good at ignoring us women...kainis!!!hhaha...and for me that is the sweetest thing a guy would do for me...i mean the effor of writing and sending them...wow!its priceless...and i have never had a love letter before from him its because he's not into it...

friendship....

second,when they're together...i mean samantha,carrey,miranda and charlotte altogether in one table...love it...if you want to define friendship oh my gosh watch this movie definitely you'll know...hahha...really coz i love and like their relationship as friends...and i wish i could also have thos kinds of friends...coz now its so impossible to happen...i mean my friends also have their own lives and love lives but some of them cannot manage to spare time with friends...or sometimes too busy for work...i know we guys have responsibility from the moment we have our job...we have to be responsible for our job to make it always good...responsible bread winner for the family and helping them...but don't we ever think of ourselves...i mean its not a crime to go out and hang around with your friends...there is no law that socializing is banned!!!we must enjoy life and our work even though we have too many responsibilities...we're grown ups we know our limitations already...we're not little kids anymore for our parents to remind us always...and one more thing we're not getting younger and we can't stop time to pass by...kailan mu ka pa magappakasaya kapag puro linya na mukha mu at puros ugat na legs mu at pinakamatindi pa nito kulubot na balat mu noh!!!if that day happends to you better don't go out of your house...iburo mu na lang yan...hahaha...joke...remember this:"It was about women joining together as the new family, girlfriends sticking together through thick and thin." (samantha to carrey)...nice diba...

love...

"there is a light at the end of the tunnel..."one of the saying i got from my teacher back in highschool...i do keep this in mind always that in every hardships that god will give me there will come a time that all my sufferings and patience will fall into places...there is nothing impossible in him...hehhee...i love the scene where louis (jennifer hudson) showed her love keychain to carrey (sarah jessica parker)...its a nice keychain...she also had her love lost but she never stops believing that someday he will find love again...and she taught carrey about finding love at the least expected time in her life...literally she carries love with her through that keychain but the truth is we carry love in the form of ourselves...we are the real symbol of love...eh that's my opinon...ourself is the best symbol for love not a ring with diamond...not a necklace...not a car...and most expecially not the wealth in this world...they're just material things that we might have now...but they could also be compared with love, we can also lose them...we'll never know when it will just come...i ever wonder why is it if we're as precious as these things why is it that when we die or someone we love dies we mourn for the rest of our lives???difficult one...its contradicting my thoughts now...hahaha..really just a simple question but i know the answer...its because we still have those things yet the person who loved us and the person we love no longer exist...rings,necklaces,cars,money and etc...all of these can come in different colors,models,karats and etc, all of these are REPLACEABLE!!!and one you and me is IRREPLACEABLE!!!that is why i always tell myself and my friends to love the person they have now and to love thier family as always coz when they die regrets are coming in and we mourn for them for the rest of our lives coz we have never shown them what we can do for love...and i guess showing you appreciates people more than you could say it is a lot more different...never ever forget to say thank you...really two words yet it means a lot to anyone...

saved....

yeah,even though we work our ass out to avoid someone still love will always find its way to you...hehehe...just like carrey she wants to avoid big's emails or so and her assistant created a folder where she could still recieve his emails but it won't appear on her inbox...and she doesn't even know the password so she bothers to call up louis to ask then accidentally she foud LOVE...haha...lucky her...and everything is not yet into its end...hahaha...see even if we avoid love still it won't last forever...coz its love...hahaha...if two people are destined to be together forever still love will find their way to each other to make things worth the next time around...but for me i don't know...coz i think love is definitely leading me to nothing but god...hehehe...i think i should love him more and serve him more coz he is still evaluating the right one for me and i'm not in a hurry...he just wants something better for me now...

a thought to keep.....

for all of us girls in the world let's remember this line:"Good men are like designer labels and it's hard to spot the knock-offs."(louis,jennifer hudson)...hahaha...nice diba???


timezone...


greater union theater...zabeth,tita,me nad kate...


shhhh...


zabeth and me posing with our friends in new york...


sexy in the city...hehehe...

weeeh,,,i forgot my end of the month thought...ahahaha...how could i??!!hmpf!hehehe...anyways,may has come to its end and i know that there are so many memorable dates for this month that i long to keep for myself...hahaha...two months to go and i'm going home yet the word going is not yet in my vocabulary...instead the word "enjoyment"...i mean i don't just enjoy the things we do here or i do here...it is more than that...i love it...i love what we always do and spending my time with my aunt and my cousin is really something no one can pay...spending every single moment with them is what i am always looking forward too...and i know for myself that this trip would be something i would cherish and reminisce forever...hahaha...summer is ends in manila now still they say its hot...and classes will start in due time and i'm getting excited for my nephew or should i say my son...hahaha...he's going to school this june and we're all excited for him and i do hope he will enjoy his school and make friends with his classmates...i wish i was there...ehhehe...but its okai...and also samuel is also going to school...hahaha...cute little boys...muwahf!i'm missing you so much my dear children...hahaha...really i do and we all do here...muwahugzzz!!!


wow,its been a year since the break up is still fresh in my thoughts...hahaha...i know i am slowly moving on and getting over him and i am now...i will be a hypocrite if i say i am moved on...i used to think about him sometimes but i realized that why am i going to think about him well in fact that he doesn't even dare to think nor care about me...when he knew that i was leaving the next day he sent me those sarcastic messages i oculd have ever recieved from a man...and its him!!!i think he loves doing it...ahhaha...but i don't mind...he got nothing to do with his lame life that's why and i don't give a damn about him...not now that i'm enjoying my life...ahhaha...and now i have made my decision that i don't want to see him nor hear anything from him...anything related to him i don't like...i don't want to swear...he's the person who literally makes me feel worthless at all...that i was just one of her fancy clothes that he can change anytime he wants well i'm not...i am the most precious, beautiful and elegant cloth that he wore once and exchanged it to a piece of rag...hahaha...i don't want to be the old me when it comes to love...i have learned from my mistake and i don't want to repeat it again...coz another one will really tore me apart...as in...i can't stand emotional pain...sometimes it is hard to tell people about your feelings...especially when you're sad...as in down its hard to open your mouth and tell the story behind your tears...sometimes there are people whom we could always lean on when we're sad and its so ironic that even before you open your mouth he/she knew there's something wrong...even if i hide it with my smile nor my laughs still that person can sense my feelings...i guess that's what friends are made of and so do family...that's why if i'm sad or somethings bothering me the best thing to do is go out with friends and family...its not the end of the world...hahaha...

may the best of may comes with a great june...

weehh...i miss blogging...huhuhu...its been weeks since my last post and i really missed this...hehehe...anyweiz,i'm still down here with my aunt and myu cousin and some friends...hehehe...its fun being here coz every weekend we used to go out and spend time with each other but i could feel sad sometimes coz i miss my buwaybuwies...samuel and ken..huhuhu...i want to hug them tight and kiss them...hahaha...i love the weather here its cold but its raining...still its okai and i don't mind coz i'm just here home i just go out whenever i want to but not now coz its raining and i don't want to get wet...ahhaha...

i just realized how lucky i really am to be here today...i mean to be here in australia...there are some people who would die just to go here and anywhere else but me i'm here having a good time and most of all is that i'm with my family...its nice diba...and the environment here is different from the environment i once had a month ago...i'm not saying that its ugly its just that here its less pollution...less tambay if tehre is they're somewhere...well disciplined citizens...law abiding citizens and wow their mall closes at 5pm...hahaha...there's a lot more to see and experience here in australia and i'm lucky that i am experiencing it one at a time...i love their train so much...you can go anywhere by just riding the train...hehehe...wanna here my stories...hahaha...

thursday...

for my second week here we had dinner at westfield...kate and i had kebab and tita had noodles...and after eating we just stroll at the mall then grocery...hehehe...

saturday....

tita and i went to the read philippines event and i happened to meet dr. butch dalisay, a famous filipino writer and a columnist from philippine star...hehehe...its my hey day noh...ahahha...i had picture taken with him and tita bought me a book that he wrote "the solidad sister"...i think it will be delivered next week...ehhehe...then at the same event i also met ms. maria theresa lazaro, philippine consulate from hornsby...hehehe...and also i saw their mayor not formally introduced but he's cute...panis mga mayor sa maynila...hahaha...eto bata pa dyan gurang na...ahahha...then we attended the 6pm mass at our lady of lourdes church...i feel okai and blessed...hahaha...thank you!


with dr. butch dalisay, consulate general maria theresa p. lazaro and tita....


with dr.butch dalisay...

sunday....

after lunch we went to parklea market its 30minutes drive from our place...wow its a huge market and everything is different and on sale...even the fruits,fish,meat,veggies,clothes and even furnitures...its all there i think...hahaha...we bought clothes then after fitted it and have our photos taken...wow sexy ladies...ahahha...

monday...

i slept at zabeth's place and we had a few drinks...then she will have to drop me at home in the morning before she go to school...i met vegas na...hahha...

wednesday....

well for the last week i went to tita mila's house coz i have sideline the next day at her office and i got 80 dollars for that one day...yeah,i earn much taht day so i send money to my sistah coz she needs it and she's gonna start with her new job after 4 long years of being a full time mother to her cutie and intelligent sons and a responsible and caring and loving wife to my brother in law...hehehe...that's who she is...i hope and pray that she will have that job na...i mean for regular...then i also sent my happy birthday greetings to my childhood friend, taweng...ahhaha...happy birthda sis...we just see each other if there's occassions...hehehe...but i'm happy that even before i leave i happened to see her and we even chat...hahaha...i miss that gurl...when i came back we will go chat again...ahhaha...

saturday...

we went to westfield to meet tita shirley and kathleen...then we had dinner at yum cha,chinese restaurant...gosh!dami ku nanaman nakain...wla na bang katapusan ito...ahhaha...i'm gaining weight na...huhuhu...it is also zabeth's birthday...happy birthday girl...muwahf!

sunday...

we attend a 10 o'clock mass at st. patricks church...hehhe...make a wish...hahaha...then we went to westfield again to stroll and eat lunch...we adults eat noodles tita shirley and i eat spicy noodles then tita ate noodles with peking duck...aku i ate spicy beef noodles...ehhehe...yummy!!!and my pop called...ahhaha...natwa aku kasi first time narinig ku cia mag-english...ahhaha...he taught i'm kate that's why...hehehe...i am so happy...i hope i could greet him also on father's day..ehhehe...luv yah pop...ndi lan halata...hahaha...

monday...

happy birthday taweng!!!muwahf!!!miss you sis...wish you good health and success in your career and everything you will do...muwahf!

wow,yan yung mga nangyari sa akin dito for the past 2 weeks of my stay here...hehehe...its fun here...i hope we're all here...our family...and it would be great and nice...hehehe...i hope the rest of my week will be nice also...this coming weekend we're going to central coast...we will be visiting tita shirley and kathleen...hehehe...i hope we can all have a good time...hehehe...muwahf!i'm loving it...

dream...

when i woke up today i had a dream of poy...hahaha...nakakagulat and i was shocked...but i'm so happy...ahhaha...at least in my dreams we happened to talk and hold each other's hands and just be together for a day...coz in really it won't happend anymore...really it won't happened to us...sa lahat ng pangarap at panaginip ito na ata ang pinakamalabong mangyari...at sa pangarap ito na ata ang pinakamalabong maisakatuparan...kaya managinip na alng aku noh...ahahha...

last sunday we went to darling harbour, padis market and it is the australian version of 168 in philippines...we bought souveniers and clothes...then while walking we took a lot of photos at the park and i have seen this birds...huhuhu..they are attacking me there and i was really really afraid of them...hmpf!anyways i survived...hehehe..and i have seen their monorail and its nice it looks like the bullet train in japan but much shorter...hehehe...its nice...i also took pictures outside the sydney convention center and chinese garden...grabeh ang nice dito...and most especially you can wear whaterver outfits you want to wear noh...just make sure it will suit you well...and while walking at the darling harbor i saw their centerpoint...and its nice and thinking and seeing you're walking near and its getting bigger it so nice...hehehe...kate and i went to harbour bridge to take photos for her assignment...and while walking i was chilling coz it is much colder up there...and we went to luna park and had pictures with clowns...ehhehe...cute clowns...hehehe...

well i am having a good time here...someday i wnat to go back here and when i go back here i will make sure that i am with achi, ken, sam, ayi, papa and ate ambal...para mas masaya diba...hehehe...


padis market...


sydney entertainment center....


chinese garden...


lost!


syndey exhibition and convention centre...


ewan...

well i attended my first mass today here at our lady of the rosary church in hornsby..it was fun coz before the mass we had a procession just around the compound of the church then we had mass...my first mass ever here in aussie...hehehe...it was fun and nice coz we have offered flowers to mary and i happened to meet some of my aunt's friend...and there was this cutie indian boi...i don't know his name but he is really cute....kate and i took a photo with him...and of course with jasmin...cutie gurl...hehehe...when i entered the church i made a wish...but i don't want to say it...hehehe...secret muna...then after church we went back home and later we went to tornsby then westfield...we go on shopping...i had my first boots...hehehe...cutie...hehehe...

wow...lamig dito ngayon pero keri lang naman eh...nakakatuwa lang kasi namumula na pisngi ku...hahaha...epal diba...hehehe...i'm loving it...hehehe...

last sunday we i had my despedida party with my family...we cooked tuna spaghetti and spring rolls...it was fun...we took videos of each other while singing, dancing and our their greetings tour aunt...i am so happy i just wished i will not miss them so much...anyways i have my cousin and my aunt here with me naman..hehehe...

may 13...

well my last day in manila has come but i don't feel like getting lonely at all because i know i have make the most of my last few days here in manila...when i saw naia today it was a lot more different to the naia before...more organized and more safer than before...when i am on my way to gate 7 the scene with lozada suddenly entered my mind...natawa nga aku eh...hahaha...weird kasi before i just used to watched that place on movies pero here i am walking to taht same ground where it all happened diba...hahaha...when i entered gate 7 and while walking towards the airlplane door i started to feel lonely...i wanted to cry yet my tears aren't falling...i wnated to jump and shout for joy yet i can't coz my feet are nailed to the ground...weeh,business class aku sa plane on the way to hongkong eh...hehehe...ang saya tapos i happened to meet mrs. connie gonzales, she is one of mrs.echauz close friends...hehehe...she did the presentation chuva of feu's art chenez...and she's my instant mom sa plane...she interviewed me on kasi she thought i was nly 15 years old and i am travelling alone...hehehe...hmm...mukhang bata pa nga aku...hehehe...deceiving...and she tells me a story of the king who wants to wear expensive and beautiful clothes and the little boy...and it goes like this...once tehre was a king from a far away kingdom who wants to wear expensive and beautiful clothes...and everytime he does have one he used to parade it in public...one day there was this tailor who come to the king and offer him his service...the tailor said i could make you the most beautiful and expensive clothes you have ever worn...and so the king decided to hire him and the tailor started to measure the king...then after a week they have delivered the clothes to the king and he started to wear it...and on the parade there was this little boy who said:the king is naked...the tailor fooled the king pla...hehehe...lesson don't be stupid and let other people fool you...hehehe...and ms.connie asked the senior flight attendant to where i could apply and what are the requirements upon applying...eh cathay stopped hiring na pala sa manila and they're recruting sa hongkong,singapore and china...gusto nila chinese speaking...hehehe...mag-aaral nga ulit aku ng chinese...hehehe...she wished me luck and sabi niya i will definitely have a good future daw kasi nakikita na niya sa akin...hehehe...ewan ku kung saan niya nakita...hahaha...pero thanks to her...and she invited me to apply on her company sa export bank daw...hehehe...tapos patawa pa pala sa naia napagkamalan akong reporter ng iasang international company...hehehe...tapos may pic kame nung bata...hehehe...kamuzta yun diba...hehehe...popular...hahaha...

while i was in hongkong muntikan na aku maiwan ng plane going to australia...hehehe...kasi naman we arrived late to the expected time of arrival sa hongkong...tapos dun kame sa kabilang side ng airport nag-land kasi dun ang hanger ng cathay pacific...hmpf!yung mga boarding gates dun eh nasa 50 plus na noh...tapos nung tinignan ku sa screen kung saan yung boarding gate ku for qantas eh sa gate 19 pa...akala ku super lapit lang kaya lakad pa ang lola mu noh...ayun pala sa kabilang dulo din yung gate...kaninis...pero challenge nga yun eh...inisip ku na lang survival of teh fittest...hehehehe...masarap tumakbo ng naka-paa ah...hehehe...tapos 5 minutes before closing ng door eh nakapasok na aku ng plane...huhuhu...mega hingal aku nung naglalakad sa plane eh...pero aun keri lang...tapos na-meet ku naman c mrs.hin, she's from taiwan...at inay ku din cia the whole flight ku going to sydney...ang saya nga eh...tapos wla aku ginawa sa plane kundi kumain, manood ng movies ni heath ledger at matulog...hehehe...tapos c mrs.hin cnabihan akong para akong hindi pilipina magsalita kasi daretcho daw english ku...hehehe...thanks...

may 14...

land na plane dito sa sydney airport at sa taas pa lang nakita ku na ang the famous harbor bridge at opera house...tapos ganda ng beach nila dito green...hehehe...pwamiz maganda talga...tapos aun sa airport napagkamalan akong minor ulit at reporter...hehehe...tapos im on my way to tita's house dito sa hornsby...hehehe...the whole biyahe ku eh ndi aku natulog kasi i want to see australia...hehehe..aun nagulat na lang aku padaan aku sa harbour bridge...hehehe...grabeh dati pangarap lang ang dumaan at pumunta dun pero ngayon hindi na...nadaanan ku na eh...hehehe...tapos ung opera house nakita ku na din...next time lalapitan na kita...hehehe...we watched the video i took from manila and we went to the grocery and sundo na katring sa school...grabeh disiplinado tao dito...wlang trapik kasi wlang jeep...hinot talaga sa stop light walang pasaway...at higit sa lahat kapag may tumatawid hinto sasakyan kapag umapak na sa bangketa yung tao saka pa lang aandar...hehehe...tapos ndi uso tao sa ticket booth ng parking lot dito...hehehe...i think i'm gonna like it here...hehehe...

dati dati pangarap lang ngayon eto na nandito na aku...hehehe...i'm so happy...thanks tita and katring...muwahf!

we went to cemetery today coz its mah mama's birthday...she turned 57 today...hehehe...

happy birthday to you...happy birthday to you...happy birthday happy birthday...happy birthday to you...muwahf!

we love you always and forever...muwahf!

we miss you so much...how we all wish you we're here with us now...muwahf!